18 weeks and 1 day today =)
Getting really nervous not so much about labor or anything like that, Im totally freaked out about that but about accidents in the womb.. I mean I know the miscarriage rates drop to about 1% in the second trimester, but now Im just nervous about things like the umbilical cord choking the baby or having an incompetent cervix, I'm so fucking paranoid its like im more paranoid then actually enjoying my pregnancy. I've been reading all these stories about women losing their babies around the time I'm at now. I'm probably just overreacting and worrying myself over nothing but I can't help it..
As far as the labor goes, I'm nervous but im not I mean I know its the inevitable I have to face it eventually but I can't even watch those shows on the discovery health channel without wanting to cringe, I try to just to see what im in for, but I can only stand to watch about 5 minutes of it before I change the station.. I guess I just prefer to experience it rather then watch it, looks more painful to watch.
I have an ultrasound on January 10th, really excited about that, I'll be 20 weeks. But I really don't think we are going to find out the sex, I mean I'm dying to know but Haji doesn't want to know, and I know if I know I'll end up telling him. So to save me from temptation im not going to find out either. I just can't wait to see how much my little one has grown ^_^
I've been curious to know how a baby breathes in the womb, if its floating around in its own fluid lungs and such.. going to have to look that up.
I've been feeling bubble the past few days the day before yesterday was the best I felt them throughout the day, but today I havn't felt anything, so i'm trying to do various things to conjure up some bubbles, drinking tea (caffeine) playing music (baby can hear now) so far not much maybe he/she is sleeping..
I'm so bored right now, the snow pretty much has trapped me in the house so I can't take the bus anywhere, I'd like to go pick up some DVD + R's my dad put the burner into the computer so I've been using it to catch up on a lot of the movies I've missed over the past few months.
One of the movies I burned was Black Swan, its a really bizarre, thriller/drama its so bizarre you can't seem to turn away from it. The ending kind of sucked though.
It's about this girl named Nina and she is obsessed with ballet its her life, her goal is to be the prima ballerina, but she struggles with her own mental problems, her controlling mother, and her perfectionism.
The trailer can better explain the plot, the trailer was the real reason I wanted to see it.
I also managed to see Inception which I've been wanting to see for awhile. It wasn't what I expected it to be, everyone is like "oh its soo good" but to me it was confusing and I got it but towards the middle of the movie I was kind of waiting for something to happen as I was watching it but I felt like it dragged for me. Really disappointing.
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